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ive completed one commission and sketched another one and one owed works and worked on lining a print design and i still feel like im worthless and didnt so jack shit today. fuck me and my stupid emotions man. im tired of this shit.

Current Mood: confused
Current Music: hot mess - cobra starship

mom asks me to throw away rotten food and i tell her i cant bc its gross and ill throw up and i cant throw up bc my stomach is in stitches and i could hurt myself horribly. 10 mins after she gets rly mad at me for being 'lazy' she comes in saying she made herself ill throwing away rotten food. :-0 dang its like i was right and u did need to be more accommodating. oh wait no. still mad. i should i have just thrown up and maybe destroyed my intestines. nbd.

Current Mood: confused
Current Music: pony swag - swagberg ft maros

tryin ta explain to my mom how her saying the ucsb shooter did what he did bc he was disabled hurts me more than it excuses his actions or makes the matter 'complicated'. like it just makes me think she thinks i would go out there and shoot people for not dating me. like its some common thing for us.

Current Mood: bitchy
Current Music: always somethin there to remind me - naked eyes